I am back..

Its long time after the last post. Don't feel like writing blog. Maybe i took my facebook as my mini blog which i post short word in my status. Even a long one, I post in other places rather than in facebook. I am a kind of secretive and give privacy as my priority. mostly any sensitive things about my feeling i would not post the reason... I just post some normal word... and the reason i post in other place than fb and blog. I just don't like to revealed by people on how weak am i sometimes. After a few year, most of my lifetime it will turn moody... Now i am in university and for the 1st time i update while in university life.. I read back some of my old post where i am in secondary maybe form 6 which also a moody life. What i can compare between form 6 and now? My life now is better than form 6, i enjoy myself with my single double room, internet connection which sometimes slow, smartphone which i like all the feature and customization, my own transport although it's jz a bike. It is better than form 6 live which i dont have all these... My friend network connection is better than form 6 in number too... Although for me i feel its still less... i hoping for more... If one day, my network is big enough, i will still appreciate a few which good to me. People who good to me will be in my mind and who bad to me, i will remember and bring it to my last breath :) Each time i read my old post no matter in where, which is written by me.. i feels i am too sensitive and childish sometimes.. Maybe i have going more mature and mature? but however i am still a sensitive person who keep most of the thing for myself. its very suffer sometimes. Maybe i have no one to fully trust so i can share all my thing or i am too shy to share. And till recently, i attended some talk and found out human personality. if u come with the personality you are hardly to change the original one. i found out my type is a analyzer, thinker, revengeful. In short, the accurate thing on me i think too much all the time (swing my mood and confuse myself *hate this*), analyze friend i make or surrounding people (i may think your type of person, good or bad) *thats the reason i might not friendly for people i jz meet*, revengeful is my devil side, people who did something harsh on me i will remember till the last... longest thing i remember is thing that happen to me which on secondary 2. i will never forget that noon. . the bastard move out from my housing area... if i found him out, i will make him pay back for the misunderstood without judging properly! Donno want write what... more think more much... lazy write all... s care write till tomorrow also cant finish.. good bye :)